Insane Woman

10 years already

i think it's crazy seeing the 10 year bday cake on lj... especially since it's also the 10 year high school reunion for me... and i think i started my lj when i started college... that would be 10 years ago!!! of course i don't use my original account anymore, but that was due to a crazy point in my life where i felt i needed to change everything. who knows what i was thinking then, meh? i don't know nor care anymore. i couldn't run from myself if i tried.

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SN - Dean

Kansas: Carry on my wayward son lyrics

Carry on my wayward son
There'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry no more

Once I rose above the noise and confusion
Just to get a glimpse beyond this illusion
I was soaring ever higher
But I flew too high

Though my eyes could see I still was a blind man
Though my mind could think I still was a mad man
I hear the voices when I'm dreaming
I can hear them say



Masquerading as a man with a reason
My charade is the event of the season
And if I claim to be a wise man, well
It surely means that I don't know

On a stormy sea of moving emotion
Tossed about I'm like a ship on the ocean
I set a course for winds of fortune
But I hear the voices say


No!

Carry on, you will always remember
Carry on, nothing equals the splendor
The center lights around your vanity
But surely heaven waits for you

Carry on my wayward son
There'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry (don't you cry no more)

*Kansas*

this song has been stuck in my head this morning... just sharing :)
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SN - Dean

*sighs*

the camera i want is still up but i somehow doubt i'll come up with $500 in the next 18 hours & 56 minutes!!! hahaha

i found they do have a lot of these on ebay though, however the other models are going for as much or more than this one and are take lesser quality photos!!!

ahhh such is life! when i finally do come up with the money, it won't be there or they'll want lots more for less item.


haha
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SN - Sad Past

same same

so P is finally back home from the hospital... now we just have to sort things out with Ivey's grandmother and things should start slowly going back to normal. slowly being the key word. i'm totally leary about whether or not things will actually quiet down or not.

i want ivey to fix my door to my dresser and set up my treadmill... maybe those things will go on the backburner even more (the treadmill has been since christmas, my dresser has been broken a while and the door finally fell completely off the hinge)

we shall see!!!!
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SN - Dean

hopes, dreams, & wishes....

I found this on ebay today... a Canon Powershot G7 10 Megapixel Infared Digital Camera

It's EXACTLY what pinkpixies7 and I talked about me getting... I would so rock the crap outta that thing...

I've been drooling over it all day... it's such a good price... I can't afford it, of course.

I want to get into photography... don't know why I haven't before, I've always loved taking photographs... being behind the camera vs. in front of it... I'm just more comfortable there. Especially since the stress and weight gain has taken it's toll on me. :/

*sighs*

Maybe someday...

p.s. if you buy it for yourself after I post this i will wait until it is delivered then kill you and take it... hehe no seriously... that was just an evil giggle.
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so i'm confused

can someone help try to explain to me how to use "twitter" or what the difference is between that and "loud twitter" (which seems more complicated and i almost had set up but it connected to the wrong lj account... ugh... i'm having issues with the same thing everyone says is supposed to save me so much trouble sending updates! lol go figure that!!!
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